The Last prayer By The Brook Jabbok

So Jacob went on his way, and the angels of God met him. When Jacob saw them, he said, "This is God's camp." And he called the name of that place Mahanaim. Then Jacob sent messengers before him to Esau his brother in the land of Seir, the country of Edom. And he commanded them, saying "Speak thus to my Lord Esau, 'Thus your servant Jacob says: "I have sojourned with Laban and stayed there until now. I have oxen donkeys, flocks, and male and female servants; and I have sent to tell my Lord, that I may find favor in your sight." Then the messengers returned to Jacob, saying, "We came to your brother Esau, and he also is coming to meet you and four hundred men are with him." So Jacob was greatly afraid and distressed; and he divided the people that were with him, and the flocks and herds and camels into two companies. And he said, "If Esau comes to the one company and attacks it, then the other company which is left will escape." Then Jacob said "O God of my father Abraham and God of my father Isaac, the Lord who said to me, Return to your country and to your kindred, and I will deal well with you,: "I am not worthy of the least of all the mercies and of all the truth which You have sown Your servant; for I crossed over this Jordan with my staff and now I have become two companies. Deliver me I pray, from the hand of my brother, from the hand of Esau; for I fear him, lest he come and attack me and the mother with my children. For You said, 'I will surely treat you well, and make your descendants as the sand of the sea, which cannot be numbered for multitude.'" So he lodged there that same night, and took what came to his hand as a present for Esau his brother: two hundred female goats and twenty male goats, two hundred ewes and twenty rams, thirty milk camels with their colts, forty cows and ten bulls,twenty females donkeys and ten foals. Then he delivered them to the hand of his servants every drove by itself, and said to his servants, "Pass over before me, and put some distance between successive droves." And he commanded the first one, saying when Esau my brother meets you and asks you, saying, 'To whom do you belong,and where are you going? Whose are these in front of you? Then you will say, 'They are your servant Jacob's. It is a present sent to my lord Esau; and behold he also is behind us.'" So he commanded the second, the third, and all who followed the droves, saying, "In this manner you shall speak to Esau when you find him; and also say, 'Behold, your servant Jacob is behind us.'" For he said, "I will appease him with the present that goes before me, and afterward I will see his face; perhaps he will accept me." So the present went over before him, but he himself lodged that night in the camp. And he arose that night and took his two wives, his two maidservants, and his eleven sons and crossed over the ford of Jabbok. He took them over the brook, and sent over what he had. Then Jacob was left alone; and a Man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. Now when He saw that He did not prevail against him, He touched the socket of his hip; and the socket of Jacob's hip was out of joint as He wrestled with him. And He said, "Let Me go, for the day breaks." But he said, "I will not let You go unless You bless me! So He said to him, What is your name?" And he said, Jacob." And He said, "Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed." Then Jacob asked Him, saying, "Tell me Your name, I pray." And He said, "Why is it that you ask about My name?" And He blessed him there. And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: For I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved." Just as he crossed over Peniel the sun rose on him, and he limped on his hip. Therefore to this day the children of Israel do not eat the muscles that shrank which is on the hip socket, because He touched the socket of Jacob's hip in the muscle that shrank.]

Today, I will speak about the true Jacob's trouble. As I said earlier, all of the events that occurred in the entire Bible from Genesis to Revelations are prophecies and signs that will be fulfilled through events which will surely occur in these last days. We know Jacob as being a deceiver and a swindler while we consider Esau as being honest and upright. So, Although we may say, "See, God rejected the honest Esau and gave more blessings to the swindler Jacob", in fact, Jacob was not a swindler at all. There is not one person in this world who has not swindled at least as much as Jacob did. On the contrary, not only was Jacob much more honorable to his parents than Esau but, in fact, he was much more honest as well. Jacob obtained the precious birthright of heaven given to Esau, who considered its value equivalent to an old shoe and despised it, who said, "and what profit shall this birthright do to me?" And for a dish of red pottage he parred with his birthright and confirmed the transaction by an oath. So, Jacob took the birthright which was given by God from Esau who treated it with such indifference, by giving Esau the physical food he so desired. Jacob did fool his brother, once, Esau desired to possess the birthright which he had so carelessly bartered away, but he could not now regain. Then, later on, when Jacob went to his uncle's home to work as a farm servant, in order to make his own lambs begets lots of young, he lead his uncle's lambs to the waters and made them beget young as they beheld a speckled flock (the spotted lambs were his) and thus took possession of them as his own. So, he labored day and night for his uncle while he amassed is possessions. Jacob never robbed anybody nor did he go around swindling people. So then, how did Jacob come to be known as a swindler?

It was Esau who turned his younger brother into a swindler. Although Jacob had neither lied nor swindled that much, Esau accused Jacob of deceiving him and taking the birthright, which he had so lightly valued and sold for a bowl of red pottage. This was not theft; it was mutual consent. Jacob did not steal it from his brother who was sleeping during the middle of the night. Clearly, Esau's eyes were open, and he was not drunk when he agreed to Jacob's offer. But after losing the birthright, he become so enraged he went around the neighborhood screaming that his younger brother is a swindler. that he's a no-good, worthless thief, that he always deceives him and his parents, and that he's destroying their family. This is how Esau turned Jacob into a swindler. Do you understand? So, then, what is Esau? He treated God's gift like an old shoe and relinquished it to his younger brother as he himself promised. Then, if he gave it up, why should he try to forcibly regain it back? He was being completely lawless. Esau tried to even kill Jacob in order to regain the birthright but, eventually, he failed. Now, he was bent on taking revenge by destroying Jacob. He was behaving like a murderous thief in the sight of God, his parents and his younger brother. So who is worse? Nevertheless, most people consider Esau to be honest and faithful while Jacob is a swindler. The reason is Esau told everyone he met-his neighbors, relatives etc., that Jacob is no-good that he tore his family apart, and that he also secretly robbed him of his birthright. Esau turned Jacob into a swindler in the eyes of all men.

Likewise, in the last days, the prophecy of Genesis 32 will surely be fulfilled when the last tribe of Jacob who is to ascend to heaven will all be turned into swindlers. Then, who will turn them into swindlers? Of course it cannot be denied that the last tribe of Jacob who is to ascend did lie, conscientiously, and deceive others. But in reality it is the tribe of Esau who made the tribe of Jacob into swindlers. Today I will show you this same event is being fulfilled in these last days. Do you all believe that I have the sack which contains the food of life as Joseph did? Do you believe that I am Elijah? You are all wrong. I would like to introduce myself to you all. I am the swindler, Jacob. I am Jacob who has two wives and twelve children. After making a mutual agreement, Jacob made the bowl of red pottage for Esau and obtained the birthright from him who said, "and what profit shall this birthright do to me?" So, what terrible sin did Jacob commit such that he had to wander for twenty years in regret and grief without being able to return home to attend his mother's funeral. Even after twenty years, Esau still had a bloodthirsty hatred for Jacob that drove him to seek out and try to murder his younger brother. In all the truth, Jacob's sin was not so awful. Esau said, "Here, take this birthright; I have no use of it, and give me that red pottage." No matter how expensive or great the birthright was, the older brother requested to trade his birthright for the pottage, so Jacob just granted him his wish. With that birthright, for almost his whole life, Jacob was branded by his older brother, his relatives, friends and all the neighbors as a swindler and thief. Through Esau's words, all the neighbors said," Esau is such a fine person", while they called Jacob, a no-good thief." That was not all. For twenty years, almost half his life, he hid from Esau eventually becoming a farm servant for his uncle. Still, he tried to soothe his brother. Jacob was truly a fine person. He offered to give his tremendous wealth to Esau saying, "My brother, please calm yourself. It was my fault." Still. Esau did not forgive Jacob. Who is more wicked? The difference between the two brothers is like the difference between heaven and earth. The older brother is so merciless while the younger one is so kind-hearted.

I roughly estimated the amount of wealth that Jacob offered the ruthless, ignorant, and uncouth Esau in order to soothe his rage. He offered 200 female goats, each worth approximately $188($1=800won). They are probably worth more. So, 200 female goats at $188 each will total $37,600. They probably worth much more these days. Also 20 male goats at $188 each will total $3,760. Next 200 ewes at $188 each will total $37,600. Also 20 rams at $188 each will total $3,760. Next, 30 camels at $2,500 each will total $75,000. Also, 15 colts at $625 each will total $9,375. Next, 40 cows at $3,125 each will total $125,000. Also 10 bulls at $3,125 each will total $31,250. Next, 20 female donkeys at $2,500 each will total $50,000. Finally, 10 foals at $625 each will total $6,250. Everything added up comes to a total of $379,375. How frightened Jacob must have been for him to give all the money he had made slaving away as a farm servant for 20 years, almost $400,000! By now, Esau should have already forgotten about wrongdoings they had done when they were little. Now, as they were getting on in years, in order to calm the wrath of his older brother, who still did not forgive him, but was bent on killing him, Jacob endured abuse and sorrow in order to appease his enraged brother with the wealth he accumulated all his life, shedding tears of blood and grief as he worked. truly, we can see that Jacob had the character of a heavenly being. On the other hand, we can see that Esau had a very wicked character because instead of forgiving his little brother who had played a trick on him with a bowl of pottage when they were little and lacked any indiscretion, he did not forgive Jacob even until they were old but still harbored revenge and hatred in his heart towards Jacob. This is the clear distinction that exists between heaven's people and Satan's people. God is neither partial nor unjust such that He will save a swindler and condemn an honest man to die. God's salvation is precise and just.

The same holds true for the tribe of Jacob. What has the last tribe of Jacob done wrong? Although those of the tribe of Esau in the world appeared first, they only seek for food of the flesh and are totally absorbed in making money. They consider the inheritance of heaven. God's birthright as valuable as an old shoe. So, the only thing we did was forfeit the nice jobs, money, fame, and wealth to them and, in exchange, we just accepted heaven's birthright. We claimed for ourselves what they had, in essence, rejected. However, for no reason they are envious, jealous, and full of hatred towards us, abhorring us with a vengeance. In order to turn them from their evil ways so they may receive salvation, we tried every means to charm them, and when that did not work, we even had to resort to outright lying. If we had been honest and revealed our true identity, they would not have bought the cassette tapes nor would they have listen to the messages. So we had no other alternative but to lie in order that they may buy the tapes and live. However, without knowing our motives or intentions, they just thirst for our blood saying, "Those swindlers came to sell us a tape. We must eradicate those heretics from the Elijah Gospel Missionary Institute." But those of the tribe of Jacob try to put them in good humor by giving them all sorts of things, and even love them at the risk of our lives. We only accepted the birthright of the universe which they (the tribe of Esau) had thrown away like an old shoe and gave them bread and money which they wanted. We did not rob them of their birthright, but, yet, they are in such uproar. We did not rob them while they were sleeping. They said they did not need it. We made an agreement: you take that and we'll take this' and we took what is rightfully ours but, for no reason, they are trying to feverishly kill us.

We tried everything we could to calm the wrath of the tribe of Esau and save them; subway missions, roadside missions, spreading pamphlets, lying to them about our identity as we went into their churches and sold them tapes, and we even tried to put them in good humor by playing the guitar and singing to them. For 20 years, Jacob tried to settle his brother's anger and turn his heart back to him by enduring all hardships and sufferings as a farm servant. Finally, with the money he made during that time (almost$400,000), he sent it all to his brother in three droves using whatever means to change his brother's heart. This is symbolic of the labor and toil that the last tribe of Jacob would undergo trying to turn the hearts of the tribe of Esau back in order to save them by using every means available. Feverishly, we tried everything in order to turn their heats. However, the first Esau rejected the gifts of sincere best wishes from his younger brother. He rejected the tremendous wealth offered to him. Instead, he led 400 soldiers to kill Jacob and his entire family. Likewise, we used every means possible, hundreds and thousands of different ways humanly possible, acting as coquettish as we can in front of them, spending everything we have in order to turn their hearts back. However, instead of turning back, they just said, "We won't be fooled, again. We will kill you all."

At first, Jacob attempted everything humanly possible three times, but when Esau said, "I don't need it. I will kill you", he gave up trying to use human means.Now, all alone on the ford of the Brook Jabbok, he held onto God and wrestled with Him. Likewise, we painstakingly did everything humanly possible, hundreds and thousands of different ways in order to turn the hearts of the tribe of Esau but they rejected us. They are bent on destroying us. Why is Esau's army not 300 men or 500 men but 400? This is referring to the enemy, Satan's army, which will gather from all four corners of the globe in order to eradicate the last tribe of Jacob. That is why today, in order to destroy us, the whole world is slowly and steadily converging on those of the Elijah Gospel Missionary Institute. Now, we must throw off all human ways, and, for the lives of our family members across the Jabbok fallacy in this world who live underneath the night sky of sin and grief, we must offer up our earnest pleas to heaven. All the churches of the world are Christ's wives, and all the people of this world are God's real sons and real daughters. So our earnest cries, even at the risk of our own lives so that the lives of all the wives and children in the world may be spared, is the very prayer by the Brook Jabbok.

As I said earlier , today, I am neither Elijah nor Jesus, but I am Jacob who has two wives and twelve children. My first wife lives in the Sunday room. My second wife lives in the Saturday room. I was not very interested in my first wife who lives in the Sunday room. Only my second wife was attractive so I only visited her. I was not interested, in the least, in my first wife so I did not even go near her room. But the father of my two wives gave me both of them. My children who were born from my two wives became the twelve tribes of Israel that will ascend to heaven. So, why was I so uninterested in my first wife such that I did not give my affection to her? It is because her face was not very pretty and her clothes were very unattractive. However, my second wife was so attractive because she put on the cosmetics of the spirit of prophecy on her face and she was adorned with proper attire. So, every Saturday night. I went to visit my second wife in her room. But the father of my wives gave me both of them.

However, my lovable second wife, who lives in the Saturday begot only a few children for me. Leah begot much more children that did Rachel. Therefore, because my first wife not only begot more children but because her heart is deep,I came to love her more in the end. From the two wives were born the twelve tribes of Israel. As I started my journey with my two wives and twelve children, my older brother Esau, was born first cursed me accusing me of having stolen his birthright, and called me a swindler, crook, lier and turned me into a Jacob. So I tried everything to put him in good humor, but he rejected them all saying, "I don't need it". and threatened to kill me and my entire family coming closer and closer from all corners of the globe. So now it appears as if all of my wives and children on the other side of this Brook Jabbok of fallacy will perish underneath the night sky of sin and grief.

Thousands of years ago, the first Jacob used human means to soothe Esau by offering him almost $400,000 in possessions, his whole life-savings, but Esau rejected his offer saying, "I don't need your money. I will be satisfied when I see your blood". and vowed to slaughter Jacob and his family. So Jacob sent his wives and his children ahead. Now, all alone on this side of the Jabbok, he offered up his heart-felt cries to heaven. This was Jacob's final prayer. During the time of Jacob's final trouble, we do not pray for our own sins. During the time of Jacob's trouble, those earnest prayers offered up for the salvation of all the wives of Jesus and all of God's children, even at the risk of one's own life, are the very last prayers of Jacob.

Thousands of years ago, after sending his two wives and twelve children ahead. Jacob, left by himself on the ford Brook Jabbok, started to pray. He did not care whether he lived or died now, as Esau's army was coming closer and closer , he started to envision his trustworthy, oldest son being beheaded, his second son, third son, etc., even his youngest son perishing at the swords of Esau's army. He could picture his two wives being dragged away by their hairs, eventually being killed, as well. That's why he entreated God to save his wives and his children.

[Deliver me, I pray, from the hand of my brother, from the hand of Esau; for I fear him, lest he come and attack me and the mother with my children.](Gen. 32:11). The reason why Jacob was afraid is because he feared that Esau would come and kill not only him but,in addition, his wives and his children. If we look further, it says, "For You said, 'I will surely treat you well, and make you descendants as the sand of the sea, which cannot be numbered for multitude.'" So he lodged there that same night (Gen. 32:12,13). In other words, he was saying, "Lord God, did You not promise me and make a covenant with me many years ago that You will make my descendants as the sand of the sea, which cannot possibly be numbered for multitude? Now, it appears that my wives and children will all be slaughtered any minute by the enemy soldiers. So please remember your promise to me and answer me this night. I beseech you, O God From my twelve children will come forth the twelve tribes of Israel who are to ascend to heaven. So if they children are killed, hundreds of thousands of Your children will be lost, instantly. I implore You to save my precious children, my precious family. Please kill me instead of them." This was Jacob's final prayer. Jacob did not care whether he died now, or later. There was no way for him to know how close Esau's army had come, whether they were only a few steps away, 500 meters away, or 1000 meters away. There was no means of communications back then and Jacob was fighting against time, so do you think Jacob said, "O, God, forgive me for my sins and please take me to heaven?" Do you think he prayed like this?

The final Jacob's trouble s the last prayer, the last supplication which the Son makes for the salvation of all of mankind; this is the last prayer by the Brook Jabbok. It did not matter to Jacob, in the least, whether he himself was killed. He did not care if they killed him a thousand times over, but what sin did those innocent wives and children have such that they should also be killed? It seemed imminent that those sinless mothers and children would shortly be slaughtered by his enraged brother and his army because of his own past wrongdoings. In the last days, Satan wrath is not towards mankind, but in reality, it is towards the Son. Satan's grudge is towards the Son. He wants to kill the Son but cannot, so instead, he is killing all those who follow the Son. Now, do you feel that Jacob could sleep thinking about his innocent family members who were on the verge of being massacred without knowing why? Jacob implored heaven, staking his life in his final payer; "O God, this night, this night, please save my family." This is Jacob's last prayer; this is the night of Jacob's trouble.

This is being fulfilled today. Do you know why I ask God to answer my prayer this night, regardless of whether it is in the morning, during the daytime, or in the evening? I am referring to this last night of sin when it seems inevitable that the twelve tribes of Israel will be massacred. I am praying for an answer during this night of sin and imminent death. So, deliver me, I pray from the hand of my brother... for I fear him, lest he come and attack me and the mother with my children." Jacob did not fear being killed by Esau, but he feared Esau would kill his wives and children. That is why he entreated God. There is only one Elijah, one Joseph, one Moses, one David, and one Jacob. This prophecy of the earth's final event will undoubtedly be fulfilled. So, not anyone can become a tribe of Jacob by praying. Those of the tribe of Jacob are those who will be taken to heaven, and the one leading them is Jacob. So, the twelve tribes of Israel must come forth from the two wives. The Son has been led all his lifetime according to God's perfect plan. The reason I went to the Seventh-Day Adventist Church was to heal Rachel. The footsteps of God's Son are led perfectly according to heaven's providence.

In verse 13, it says, "So he lodged there that same night." It seemed as if he could hear the screams of his family as they were being slaughtered. In that situation, do you think Jacob said, "God, please forgive me for my sins and save me?" There is no reason for those satans out there to hate us, despise us, and be full of wrath towards us. What have we done wrong to them? On the contrary, thy are living in grace because of us. But, for no reason whatsoever, they are outraged and will not be satisfied until they see our blood spilt. They are the same in every time of age. That is why I do not fear for my own life but for the lives of my wives and my children. I fear they will be attacked by Satan. "O Lord, did You not make a promise with me, did You not make a covenant with me? You have surely said that "I will make your descendants as numerous as the sand of the sea", the descendants who will inherit heaven. Then, why are You letting all six billion of Your children die? Jacob did not sleep but prayed all night. How could he possibly sleep, eat, or drink during this kind of turmoil? He had no chance to think about his own comfort. This is the very real Jacob's trouble.

People today, think that Jacob's trouble will soon come, but Jacob's trouble has already started and now the final prayer by the Brook Jabbok is being given. In verse 24 it says, "Then Jacob was left alone". and he wrestled by the Brook Jabbok. Who is he wrestling with? He is wrestling with God. He was beseeching God to kill him first if He did not save his wives and children. He could not bear to see the sight of them dying such a miserable death, so he was pleading with God to kill him first. These words have been fulfilled. The Old and New Testaments of the Bible are not just storybooks, but rather prophecies that are being fulfilled in a frighteningly accurate manner. So, as Jacob wrestled with God, he was imploring for some assurance of his family's well-being. If not, then he would rather die first.

Then, what does it say in verse 28? [And He said "Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and men, and have prevailed"] through this final prayer by the Brook Jabbok, you shall never be called swindler, ever again, but you will be called honest and perfect. This verse means that you will become completely righteous. If you just pray when I tell you to pray, then you will be fine. In these last days, those who do not participate in this final prayer by the Brook Jabbok will never be saved. Heaven will never give its blessings to those who sit at home and care only about their own salvation. They can never be part of the tribe of Jacob. What does it say here?"Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel." In other words, you will become God's real son and daughter, His holy son and holy daughter.

After Jacob sent his wives, children and servants ahead across the Brook, do you think he said, "Listen, everyone. I am going to pray on this side of the Brook. I want all of you to sleep?" Did he say this? He probably would have said, "Your father is going to pray on this side at the risk of my life because your lives are at stake, so I want you all to help your father pray to God also. Our fate will be determined through tonight's prayer. So, that very night, across the Brook, the children probably prayed in tears saying, "O God, please answer the prayers of our father", and the wives probably prayed in tears saying, "O God, answer the prayers of our husband." That is how Jacob's whole family became purified and made holy that night. These words are also being fulfilled today. The Bible is completely accurate. The main theme of our prayers is for the Son's prayer to be answered. That which was prophesied thousands of years ago are being fulfilled exactly today, here and now. By putting their lives on the line and praying the "final prayer", the whole family was reborn as holy, honest sons and daughters of God. So, whatever request I make to you, if you just obey, then you will be all right.

In reality, all of our lives are hanging in the balance and will be decided very shortly. The fate of all six billion people on this earth, for life or death, will be decided through our prayers. So, I was stating a fact when I implored God to answer my final prayer this night. Because it is a serious critical situation, I started my prayer a few years ago and have been praying ever since. It also says here, "for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed." What year is this? It is 'The Year of Settling with Daddy.' This proclaimed that Jacob's final prayer by the Brook Jabbok would start. In 'The Year of Settling', we will struggle with God and will prevail. In the end, we will triumph. That is why God says, "you have won" and lifts up both His hands in defeat. If we pray for ourselves, then we will lose, but since we are praying for others, God cannot help but lose. God cannot win against such a wonderful prayer. So in the end, regardless of whether He makes His decision or not, we will still win. Simultaneously, we will no longer be guileful as we were before, but we will be reborn as God's holy sons and daughters. Through this prayer, we will become the victors who have "struggled with God and have prevailed." Since we will win against God there is no need for us to fight against demons and evil men. That is why I proclaimed this year as the 'Year of Settling with God' when I will settle all things, once and for all, with my competitor..., my real Daddy.

[Then Jacob asked Him, saying, "Tell me your name, I pray." And He said "Why is it that you ask about my name?" And He blessed him there] (Gen. 32:29). God gave Jacob positive assurance. [And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: For I have see God face to face, and my life is preserve." Just as he crossed over Penuel the sun rose on him, and, and he limped on his hip.](Gen. 32:30,31. Peniel means God's face. Through the last prayer by the Brook Jabbok, Jacob's face became like the face of God. In other words, he was reborn in a completely divine nature as a true god. How can a man defeat God? One must become a god in order to fight with God and prevail. Since he prevailed against God, this means that he had become a god. without becoming a god, without becoming a son god or a daughter god, how could he pray for the salvation of others or for mankind? If he was just a man, he would just pray for his own salvation, not caring whether others live or die. This is the type of person who has meet the condition for ascension as a member of the last tribe of Jacob.

God 'touched the socket of Jacob's hip; and the socket of Jacob's hip was out of joint.' In other words, God made sure that Jacob would no longer use his legs of deceitful, human means to achieve his goals. He was reborn as a spiritual son. Likewise, through this last prayer by the Brook Jabbok, we must put off all our human ways, all the deceitful ways of the flesh. We must break the hips of all our human thinking and ways of the flesh and we must be reborn as holy, spiritual children. That is when light will shine forth from our face and we will be prepared to ascend to heaven.

You all must realize what point we have come to knowing that I have requested you all to pray this last prayer by the Jabbok. We will be reborn as victors, as Israel. Then, there will be no need to fight anymore. My opponent whom I am fighting with is not of this world but, instead, this universe. Also Jacob's hip being disjointed By God refers to the last Jacob who will no longer use deceitful, human means. They will be come new, holy, spiritual people; they will also be reborn as holy people.

How this prayer will be answered is clearly recorded in Psalms 20. [May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble] The day of trouble is mentioned here . Since the God of Jacob will appear, do we know which trouble it is? It is Jacob's trouble. I gave a lecture called, 'I'll Answer You During Tribulation.' Now is the time to receive the answer. [May the Lord will answer you in the day of trouble; may the name of the God of Jacob defend you; may He strengthen you out of Zion; may He remember all your offerings]. He will remember "all your offerings" you have offered up over one hundred times enduring tremendous hardships and sacrifices .[...And accept your burnt offerings,]. In other words, if we give our bodies and minds completely to our Father as a sacrificial offering on the altar of God's temple. He will accept us. If He accept us, then we receive great blessings. During this time of Jacob's trouble, [May He grant you according to your heart's desire, and fulfill all your purpose.] We have made many plans to do this and that. Here, it says, "May He grant you according to your heart's desire." God our real Father will not grant us according to His desires but "according to your desires". you referring to us. Also, He says He will "fulfill all your purpose." One who is defeated becomes the servant of the victor. Because our Daddy lost to His younger children, He has to do as we say.

Now that we've been granted all our heart's desires, we will go out to fight and triumph. Since we won, [we will rejoice in your(meaning 'our') salvation and in the name of our God we will set up our banners! May the Lord fulfill all your petitions, now I know that the Lord saves His anointed;] The one who is anointed refers to the king whom God has personally raised up. He will protect, save, and give victory to his king. [He will answer him from His holy heaven with the saving strength of His right hand. Some trust in chariots, and some in horses, but we will remember the name of the Lord God.] Those of the tribe of Esau in the world rely on their own horses, swords, chariots, and their feeble strength, but we the tribe of Jacob, trust in the name of our real Father; we will be victorious with His strength. [They have bowed down and fallen; but we have risen and stand upright. Save, Lord! May the King answer us when we call.

In Psalms 21, [The king shall have joy in Your strength. O Lord; and in Your salvation how greatly shall he rejoice!] That Son who always tearfully prayed for death is now in high spirits. [You have given him his heart's desire.] It is our Father who gave us our heart's desires to be prayerful. If He does not give us hearts of supplication, spirits to implore, then we can never pray. Everything is our Daddy's grace. Without our Daddy's love we can never achieve anything. So nobody should boast that he or she can pray well. It is our Daddy's grace which we have received. [And have not withheld the request of his lips.] Because our Daddy wants to give us His gift, He first gave us the spirit of supplication and makes it so that we have no choice but to ask for His gift. Then, as if He was completely unaware of the whole situation. He says, "I gave it to you because you asked for it.'

[For You meet him with the blessings of goodness; You set a crown of pure gold upon his had.] To His Son who implored so earnestly, He gives His Son heaven's blessings of goodness and sets a crown of pure gold upon His head.

[He asks life from You and You gave it to him-length of days forever and ever.] Before, I used to think that these words were certainly recorded incorrectly because I never asked nor prayed for my salvation and my life. However, here it does not mean my life, but it means that I would be pleading for the lives of all my brethren in the world. This is the answer to my prayers. [His glory is great in your salvation; honor and majesty You have placed upon him.] He who had been so despised and scorn by all men is now entering in honor and majesty. [For You have made him most blessed forever, You have made him exceedingly glad with your presence. For the king trusts in the Lord, and through the mercy of the Most High he shall not be moved.] Even if wicked men come as the waves of the sea, our Daddy's love is never moved. [Your hand will find all Your enemies; Your right hand will find those who hate You. You shall make them as a fiery oven in the time of Your anger; the Lord shall swallow them up in His wrath, and the fire shall devour them. Their offspring You shall devour them. Their offspring You shall destroy from the earth and their descendants from among the sons of men.] The tribe of Jacob will go out and completely obliterate the last offspring of Satan. [For they intended evil against You; they devised a plot which they are not able to perform.] Just like Esau, they are advancing, armed with all of their weapons, hatred, and tricks. In the end however they will accomplish nothing. Instead, they will be destroyed at the ands of God's real sons and real daughters. [Therefore You will make them turn their back; You will make ready Your arrows on Your string toward their faces.] On the blood, red, enraged faces of Satan's army, God will launch His arrows toward their faces. [Be exalted, O Lord in Your own strength! We will sing and praise Your power.] That is why in this last days, we will not be able to help but sing praises to our Daddy forever and ever.

In Isaiah 26 verse 21, it says [For behold, the Lord comes out of His place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity;] The Lord God will suddenly come out of His place, the place where He dwells, to punish the inhabitants of this earth for their iniquity.

In the spirit of prophecy, it reads, 'The time of trouble is close at hand. Soon, God will fiercely shake the earth and will come out of His place to punish those who practice wickedness on the earth. At that time, the Lord(God's Son) will rise up to extend his arms of refuge out to His people.' The Son will protect His people so not one of them is harmed.'The Lord will surround them with His everlasting arms to protect them from all harm.' Because the mighty God of Israel is our protector we have no need to fear. Whoever hurts God's people will be as if he is hurting God's eye.' Is there anybody who would even dare to pierce God's eye with a spear? Not one. Likewise, because we are like the eyes of God, there's not one person who would dare shoot one arrow at us.

Now we are at the culmination of Jacob's trouble. When the enemies come with guns threatening to kill us, those who pray for themselves and for God to forgive their sins are the tribe of Esau, but those who pray for all of mankind on this earth, for the wives of Jesus and for the children of God are of the tribe of Jacob. Jacob's prayer is an earnest supplication to God; kill me if you will not save this world.' Jacob prayed this way for certain. O God. what sins do those pitiful wives and children have? They know nothing but are dying at the hands of Satan. So, kill me instead, and save them. Do we not pray like this now?

"Father, I beg You, please save those souls out there who are being deceived and are dying. If You don't, then please kill me. first." This is the true prayer of Jacob. Now is the climactic point of Jacob's trouble. Now is when we will be renewed as the victors, Israel, those who have fought with God and won. Then, we will wipe out all the forces of evil and ascend to heaven with our divine nature.

Then, what should we do during that time of trouble? We must not wait for trouble and oppression quietly with our arms folded, not doing anything at all. We must petition heaven with our united prayers. Because it is Jacob's trouble, we must not quietly sit in our rooms, but now, as Satan's tries to besiege us, coming ever so close, we must not lie on our backs and do nothing, but, regardless of whether two are gathered, three are gathered, or ten are gathered, we must gather and offer up our earnest prayers. Must not Jacob pray by the Brook Jacob?

You must pray by the Jabbok when I request you to. This prayer will not only save all mankind but yourselves, as well. We must petition heaven with our combined prayers. We must pray as we work and work as we pray. This does not mean you should go out and try to save the whole world by spreading missionary pamphlets and fliers, but when you pray as you work and work as you pray, you yourselves will be saved. So, when you go overseas to do missionary work in Mexico. Russia, France, China, Africa, you should go and pray by the Brook Jabbok in Russia, China, etc. Your main purpose for going overseas is not to sell books and tapes but to pray by the Brook Jabboks, there. In other words, you are moving your prayer places to those areas where all your brethren are dying so mercilessly. For the sake of formality, you should spread pamphlets and books, but you should wholeheartedly devote yourselves to prayer. Why? Because now, the time has come to pay the last prayer by the Brook Jabbok. This is the final prayer.This prayer is the last prayer for the sake of all mankind, for the whole universe, and for ourselves. Here is where all the final decision will be made. All the warriors are praying the last prayer by the Book Jabbok. God will throw out those who care only about their own comfort, those who sleep all the time, or those who pursue their own wild ambitions. He will consider them as the tribe of Esau. They cannot be part of the tribe of Jacob.

Pray as you work and work as you pray. We should never act recklessly or hastily. We must be gentle and humble. A great warrior does not run around hurriedly when the enemy comes near. On the contrary, he is calmer and more cool-headed than usual , staring at the enemy, as he eagerly prepares himself for battle. As the final warriors of the last Israel, warriors of Michael the Great Prince, whatever circumstances arise, we must never act hastily on our own without the commanders orders. While we gathered on the East Sea, our warriors said, "Shouldn't we start the fight?" They were surging with rage seeing all of mankind being deceived and dying, and they could not bear to wait any longer. When the fire is lit, we must be patient a little longer until we receive the order from heaven. Invincible warriors, great warriors become more composed, more cool-headed, and more silent as the enemy comes closer and closer. Then, when the commander gives the order to fight, they become fearless warriors who fight knowing no retreat at the battlefield.

I saw our warriors who have a holy rage, which is boiling over. By the East Sea, I gained assurance from seeing our warriors, and I now know that whenever and whatever order my Daddy gives me, I am fully confident that we are prepared to completely annihilate Satan. I saw how our warriors are completely ready to do battle. And when I went to America this time, likewise, they too are fully prepared. Knowing that all our warriors are fully ready, I became fully confident in obtaining victory in this final battle. We will truly fight and win gloriously.

So now, beneath the night sky of sin, I urge you all to continuously pray for all the wives of Jesus, all the children of our Daddy, and all our brethren in this world across the Brook of fallacy who cannot cross it but are being killed by the enemy without knowing why or by whom; for those members of our heavenly family. I urge you to pray, unceasingly. Without a shadow of doubt, the order to fight will soon be given.

In 1990, "in the days of these kings, the God of heaven established His everlasting kingdom.", and in 1991, the capital, the new Jerusalem, was built. In 1992, our warriors went to all four corners of the earth, and in 1993, the last prayer by the Brook Jabbok started. I started this last prayer awhile ago, but now, it has reached its peak with all our family members participating in it. Now, the only thing left is to receive the proclamation from God, our real Daddy that we are the victors, 'Israel.' In this year of Settling with God', I am determined to settle everything once and for all with my Daddy. Unless you hear otherwise, you should pray, at the risk of your lives, unceasingly regardless of whether it is day or night, after a large seminar or after a small seminar. Soon it will all be over. All of our hearts' desires, hopes, and plans are unfolding all over the world. However, we must never act hastily on our own. Also, no one should act recklessly or hurriedly. As I said before, we must all be gentle and humble. I want all of us to be more cool-headed, pray the final prayer, and arm ourselves for battle as we closely observe the movements of our enemy Esau, Satan's army. By doing so, I hope all of you will become renewed as victors, Israel.

The Grudge Of Vengeance

This, the final, fateful day of the 106th seminar is dawning. I am risking everything in this day of the seminar.[Is this not the fast that I have chosen to loose: the bonds of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every yoke? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out; when you see the naked, that you cover him, and not hide yourself from your own flesh? Then your light shall break forth like the morning your healing shall spring forth speedily and your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and He will say 'Here I am.'](Isaiah 58: 6-9).

The 'fast that I have chosen' which pleases God is not asking God to forgive my sins, to give blessings and salvation while abstaining from food but to loose the bonds of wickedness, undo the heavy burdens, let the oppressed go free, and break every yoke.' Who will loose the bonds of wickedness', then? Will this person go to the earthly prisons, break down the gates and loose the bonds' of those prisoners? Also, will he undo the heavy burdens and let the oppressed go free' by beating up and chasing out masters of slaves? And that you break every yoke?'

Awhile ago, I saw a man wearing a yoke and plowing his field. To loose the bond, does not refer to breaking this sort of toilsome yoke. Here, it refers to our real Daddy who is bonded by wickedness. For thousands and thousands of years, our real Daddy has been bonded so tightly by innumerable, wicked, false accusations and unjust charges that loosening them seems hopeless. The God of life and love was turned into the God of violence, the God of mercy was turned into the God of wickedness. We must arise to loosen all these bonds of wickedness.

[Undo the heavy burdens]. Our Daddy is so tormented by the heavy burdens placed on Him. In the Bible, it even says our Daddy was yoked with the burdens of oxen. We must undo all the tormenting burdens from Him. Our Daddy has been oppressed for thousands of years without having anyone He could express His grief to, so He has had to live in silence until now. Oppression! All of Satan's people, all of the universal hosts arose against Him, and although there were so many of His children, there was nobody He could express His heart to. We must free our Father who's been so severely oppressed.

[And that you break every yoke?] We must break all the thousands of various oxen yokes that have dragged our tormented and grieved Father around until now. No human being can do this. We don't know how many thousands of tens of thousands of years our Father has been bonded by wickedness, been bound by heavy burdens, been oppressed, and been yoked with all sorts of grief and torment. Because we are the only ones in the whole universe who know our Daddy's heart we must break all His yokes and free Him once and for all.

In verse seven, it says, "Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out; when you see the naked, that you cover him, and not hide yourself from your own flesh?" It is our Daddy who was hungry. The whole universe turned their heads from Him. He has been starving from a lack of love and compassion. His food is love. When everyone united together and departed from our real Father, He wandered as a beggar cast out with nowhere to go, nowhere to lay His head.

[And that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out.] We must invite Him into our house. Our Father who wandered for thousands, millions of years not having one child He could confess His grief to! Here it says, "when you see the naked, that you cover him." Satan with all his demons arose and stripped God of His garments of love and righteousness. He stripped Him of His clothes of love and righteousness calling God a devil, a tyrant, and a wicked deity. They not only stripped Jesus but also our Father. We must stand up for our Father; we must cover Him up by crying out, "Our Father is the God of love and mercy."

[And not hide yourself from your own flesh.] The only one in the universe who is our own flesh is our real Daddy. No one is our own flesh except our Father. Because we were so fooled by the demon Satan, we hid from our real Daddy, our own flesh as if we were hiding from the devil. However, I want you, ladies and gentlemen, not to hide yourselves from our real Daddy, but meet Him and invite Him into your houses. Only then will we loosen all our Daddy's bonds of wickedness, undo all of His heavy burdens, free our Daddy from all oppression, break the hundreds of thousands of yokes and free Him. Only then can we bring our Father, who has wandered in hunger for thousands of yeas, searching for someone who could understand His heart, into our houses, and invite our real Daddy, our flesh, into our hearts. [Then your light shall break forth like the morning, your healing shall spring forth speedily, and your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.] Our Daddy will be so grateful and appreciative that He will follow us everywhere and guard us with His glory. He will be so deeply grateful. This is the first time He's been treated this way in over hundreds of thousands of years. So that's why He use us as channels of light in the world.

{Then your light shall break forth like the morning.] Is there light shining forth from Me? We are the children of light because we please our Father, so He follows us wherever we go and uses us to shine the light of life to the rest of the world. Wherever I go, wherever I am, He uses me as the sun to shine forth His light of life.

[Your healing shall spring forth speedily.] We don't need anyone to lay their hands on us for to be healed. Why? Our Daddy appreciates us so much that He always abides with us and heals us, readily. That's why.

[And your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.] Ladies and gentlemen, do not try to cure someone with some sorts of drug or medicine. If we remove the false accusations from our Daddy, then that will cure not only us but the rest of this world, as well. And He will so appreciative that "your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard." He will be so grateful and so fond of those children that He'll follow them wherever they go.

Also, "Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and He will say, 'Here I am." He will be so fond of us that He'll appear to us promptly when we call. This is the fast that our Father is pleased to accept. Fasting is not just abstaining from shoving food in your face. True fasting is to treat our Daddy, who has starved and thirsted for so long, in the way I have mentioned. However, what do those worldly people say? They continuously cover our Father with false accusations, accusing Him of being a despot, a murderer, and a demon who likes to eat human flesh. Simultaneously, they ask Him for blessings, for salvation, for Him to wash them of their sins; they pray with hearts full of selfishness and greed. Do they believe that anyone is really listening to their prayers?

Ladies and gentlemen, today, I hope that you will choose the fast which truly pleases our Father who has died, starved and wandered for hundreds of thousands of years. This universe has suffered undeservedly. Our Father has become so pitiful that there is no way to remove these yokes of false accusations from Him. Because our Father is so kind, countless numbers of Satan's people rose up and turned Him into a powerless god by binding Him up in hundreds of thousands of strands layer after layer. Because He does not fight back, because they considered Him powerless, all the foolish universal beings sympathized and believed in these false accusations.

Our Father was so mistreated by His own children, but still, He did not try to defend Himself. That's why those wicked universal hosts said, 'Ah, that must be true. Since He does not say one word to defend Himself, they must be right.' When Jesus was being crucified as a wicked, dirty criminal, did He say anything to defend Himself? He did not say one word but kept His peace. The Son resembled the Father.

So, all the wicked men, including the disciples, said, 'Ah, that's right. Our Teacher must've done it. I thought He was holy but seeing that He doesn't say one word to defend Himself, He must've done as they say,' and they all fled from Him. They sympathized along with everyone else. Likewise, when Lucifer, cunning and matchless in wisdom raised up all the countless numbers of his people to attack and reproach God, to falsely accuse Him, all the universal hosts sympathized with them saying that they must be right and turned their heads from Him, pointing their fingers at Him, because He did not say one word in reply or in defense to all the unjust charges being made against Him.

Our Daddy was so mortified that He shut His lips even tighter, He became more silent, He was filled with regret in His heart, He suffered and was bitterly enraged. His own children, whom He had begotten, were treating Him this way. Although there are countless numbers of His children in the universe, more numerous in the stars than there are grains of sand in the sea, although they are all tall, handsome, and have outstanding wisdom, there was not one child He could tell His heart to, not one child who could understand His heart. Bonded with wickedness, covered with thousands of layers of hideous, false accusations, taunted as a demon, a tyrant who alone keeps the throne as a stubborn, ruthless, despotic god, our Father endured overwhelming torment, more painful than sitting on a pin-cushion was that throne, so He just wandered like a beggar who was cast out. The oldest Son came to remove the disgrace from our Father, but He too ended up receiving the same treatment. Although foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, the Son of Man had nowhere to lay His head. He was covered also with hideous false accusations and bound with wickedness that He also wandered as a poor beggar until finally, like our Father, He was accused of all sorts of hideous crimes before being crucified without saying one word in His own defense.

For a minute, let us think about how our Father must've felt when He saw His Son, who tried to remove the disgrace from the Father, being killed by the same wicked men who were trying to kill Him. Likewise, the last Son couldn't endure it any longer so He also came to remove our Father's disgrace by trying to rescue, awake, save and give eternal life to all mankind, who had been deceived and were dying, but what happened to Him?

The Son of God who came as the messenger of life, the fragrance of life, the Savior who would save the whole world; this king of life, was turned into the fragrance of death by Satan. All the demons converged on the sons of God whenever they appeared and turned their fragrances of life into fragrances of death, messengers of blessings into messengers of condemnation, emissaries of eternal life into emissaries of death, princes of life into princes of death. That's why when one person is barely led to the Elijah Missions Institute through extreme hardships and privations, that one person's family, church, and country all rise up in an uproar, cursing and condemning the Institute for having seduced their family and their countryman. So, the Son who came to save this world ends up being the destroyer and murderer of this world. Instead of being the king of life, He becomes the king of death. Instead of being th Savior, He becomes the devil.

Our Father, Jesus 2000 years ago, and the last Son! They were killed one after another as they appeared. That's why when one person is saved, 1000 people, 10,000 people, all his countrymen, his whole nation is destroyed. If those sons had not appeared, then so many people would not have died so miserably, but because they were sent, such a tremendous number of people were killed. So imagine how regrettable the Father and Sons must have been. If He had not sent His Sons, they, along with all the millions and billions of people on this earth, would not have died so frighteningly and so miserably, but the distressed Sons who came down to this earth were turned into envoys of death.

What's more infuriating is that although the original sinners were the universal hosts, the ones who paid the wages of sin through death were God's youngest, most innocent children who used to run and play in their paradise home of Eden. It was the universal hosts who committed all the sins. Ladies and gentlemen, why must we die from sickness and diseases? Those who committed all the sins should die from diseases. It's become completely topsy-turvy. We've suffered most undeservedly. They were the ones who committed all the sins.

Ladies and gentlemen, did we have wicked hearts in the Garden of Eden? We were like young lambs: beautiful, innocent, without stain, blemish or an evil heart. Adam and Eve were a couple who didn't have the slightest bit of hatred for each other. However, the evil ones from heaven, the universal hosts, came to this earth as devils and started to drag around the innocent pair to kill, murder, steal, slaughter, and force countries to destroy one another. We never dreamed this could happen. Then, they say that we committed sins and therefore, must be judged and killed once again.

There is something more unfair than this. We are not just a few billion but a few hundred billion. Let's just say there were a few billion people every generation for 6000 years. No matter how many thousands of people our brethren of past generations may have killed, whether they murdered, or slaughtered others, I am pleading to our Father that they are thousands of times more righteous than those hypocritical, two-faced, heavenly beings. Did we murder because we wanted to murder? Those heavenly demons dragged us around all our lives, we who were so young and naive, ordering us to kill this person, steal this.' We didn't know how to do these things, but we just obeyed and did them. Later on, we realized that we had sinned.

I am praying to my Father as follows: Father, although those heavenly beings profess that they didn't follow Satan and thus, they aren't corrupt, they are no different from those who did follow Satan. Although they profess to be gods who have outstanding wisdom, although there are so many of Your children in the universe, You did not reveal Your deep tormenting heart to even one of them, but suffered in tears and silence until now. Also, they say that heaven is a paradise where only holy beings live, where only angels abide, and that we are filthy sinners, that the wicked Adam killed us. Nonsense! Adam is a victim. He is completely sinless. Because Adam is so pitiful. You, Daddy, saved him. If Adam is a source of sin like Lucifer, You would never have saved him.'

That's how Adam was saved. That's why the last Jesus will embrace Adam, who didn't know what was what, shed tears of blood for a thousand years and died after those heavenly beings came down and deceived him into committing sin just once. The one victimized the most was Adam. He had no idea that he would become the main root from which countless numbers of God's children would be killed. what's so tremendously terrible about his wife bringing him a piece of fruit? He only took an apple and ate it. Didn't God pair them together so they could love each other? He told them to love each other for life or death, so what's the great sin in this? Not Knowing what's what, Adam shed tears of blood in torment for a thousand years and died after sinning just once.

The most pitiful person is Adam. The most sadly victimized person is Adam. There has been no one as wretched as he. For tens and hundreds of generations, his children cursed him saying, 'It's because of you that we are so miserable,' and cursed him saying,'we'd be better off if you were dead, you old fool!' Those demonic satans, these oldest children of God begotten from His own body, killed our Father, killed His Sons whenever they appeared, and are harboring enmity against His youngest children. I've been dragged by Satan to all kinds of places.

Once, I went to jail. When I went into My cell, Handcuffed, there was a 38 years old man who had beaten his elderly mother with his fists so brutally that she run away fearing that she would be beaten to death by him. As she was running away barely alive, he would catch her and beat her up some more saying, 'Where do you think you're going?' Upon finding out about what was happening, the neighbors reported him to the police saying, What a wicked son he is,' and he was thrown into the jail. Since he was 38 years old, he also had children of his own. Also there was a 40 years old man, who had children attending college. He had killed his mother mercilessly with a straw-cutter. However, instead of repenting for what he'd done, he was regretting the fact that he had not killed his father as well. I was absolutely shocked. The elderly father was pleading with the judge to kill his son just as his son had killed his wife.

Ladies and gentlemen, I thought that these incidents only occurred on this earth but it first happened in heaven. Lucifer and all those countless numbers of His children, whom God personally begot, those children who were so handsome and so big, rose up and assaulted our Father with stones of reproach, criticism, and condemnation.

In 1888 in Minneapolis, when the Mediator, God's Son, showed the Seventh-Day Adventist Church what true righteousness by faith was through certain human channels, the leaders of the SDA church, the heads of the church organization said, 'Light will come to me when it comes, how could it be shown to such a shabby person as you? You say you're a prophet? You are a heretic.' If they had received heaven's great truth at time, all of mankind could have been saved. But, because they were stoned with reproach and criticism, those prophets died very young. When the prophetess, Ellen G. White, attended their funeral, she she said, 'These beloved brethren were stoned to death with rocks of reproach and criticism thrown by the leaders of the SDA Church, just like the way Stephen was stoned to death.'

Ladies and gentlemen, our Father was assaulted with rocks of reproach, criticism and condemnation, and eventually chased away by His own children whom He had personally begotten, Lucifer and all those other countless numbers of children God's Son came out to block their attacks and eventually, chased them out from heaven. So, after failing to kill the Father, they came down, beat, and killed their own creator, the Creator God Jesus. They beat Him and then crucified Him. I thought I could see this only in earthly jails, but the two Creator Gods were killed in the same way. Instead of repenting for his misdeeds, Satan is resentful that he could not kill our Father in heaven. Due to his rage, he is killing the youngest children of God. Is this not the truth? It is no use even if we tell this to those in the world. There is nobody in the universe who can proclaim this message of our Father's heart,of His undeserved suffering. They have all combined together with Satan in one lump. Ladies and gentlemen, you probably never imagined that this universe has become so wretched, did you?

Before, when you were following that crazed Jesus, you probably thought that only holy angels existed in the universe, that we along with the wicked Adam were the only sinners, didn't you? The real sinners abide throughout the universe; the real hell is the universe. So I am not even taking into consideration that old demon when I ask for the authority of judgment. Those wicked beings will disappear like animals even if they are just left alone. I am asking for the authority of judgment to completely eradicate sin from this universe. Because there is still a possibility that second or third satans will arise from amidst those heavenly hosts, I want to make sure that this never happen by destroying all those demons of Satan so that the heavenly beings will see this and tremble like aspen leaves. Thus, they will not even think of becoming a second or third Satan. Although they did not follow him, they sympathized with what he said; in essence, they are the same along with Satan and his demons.

Everything I do is on a universal scale. So, the last Son came to deliver the fragrance of life, but these demons enshrouded the Son in a thick cloud and started to spread the fragrance of death. Also, He came as the messenger of blessings, but was turned into the messenger of condemnation. He arose as the giver of eternal life but was turned into the giver of death; thus everyone fled from. Nobody came to Him for fear that they would die a miserable death. That's why in Russia and China, Satan is trying to slaughter all 1.3 billion of God's children by spreading wicked rumors through Protestant pastors that we eat little children here. They turned the king of life into the king of death, God's Son the Savior into Satan the devil, so that if one person comes to the Elijah Gospel Missionary Institute and is saved, that person's family, church, and country all rise up saying, My husband, family, and countryman was seduced and killed.' That's why they won't even issue visas for our brethren. This is the present state we are in.

If the Sons had not become enraged and had not jumped down to this earth, if God had not sent them to this earth, then we would not have awakened that sleeping devil, made him angry, and made him kill all of God's children on this earth so miserably. Heaven has been completely defeated in every battle; every plan has ended in failure. However, this demon is enraged because he could not kill our Father! That ignorant and uncouth demon, that demon who mercilessly beat and dragged the Creator God to the cross to crucify Him, that demon who stabbed our God with a spear and killed Him, he is the one who slaughtered his own Mother. I thought that those fearful, demonic children existed only in prisons on this earth, but they already existed in heaven.

So, by the hand of God's Son, the only thing left to do is to destroy those murderers, those devils who ruined this universe and seduced all of God's children to their death. Only when they are destroyed will all six billion of God's children open their eyes to see and open their ears to hear which side worships the true God and which side worships the devil, which side the true Jesus is on and which side the demon, who seduced all heaven and earth, is on. Once they know, they will have a chance to be saved. Although all six billion people may be saved, this will not relieve our Father's grief nor will it soothe the grief in My heart. Even though all six billion of God's children may be saved, this is still heaven's complete defeat. Where's the victory in saving six billion people when hundreds of billions of God's children were so miserably killed?

Still, Satan wants to chew up whatever remains of God's children, and as it says in Amos3:12, the only things remaining of God's children are "two legs or a piece of an ear." Satan has claimed complete victory. Now, all of you can imagine why My heart is so impatient, so angered, and how mortified I am as this fire of rage burns within me. So I sang these lamentations as I walked the paths of Songni Mts. and along the seashores of America.

Song of Lament

I. Must I sing choking songs of grief,
Must I swallow tears of blood and wait,
The Prince's lifelong tears and regrets,
All mankind is pitiable so I call Daddy,
Even today.


The Endless Road

1. The endless, wearisome road of a warrior,
The warrior is getting old, but still,
No command is given,
The aged warrior sighs deeply,
Oh, when will the day come,
For the aged warrior,
To take revenge?
Oh, when will he get a chance to fight,
And end this war,
The endless, wearisome road of the warrior,
The day of the vengeful grudge.

2. The pitiful, old warrior,
Although you waited for so long,
The command to fight is still not given,
The old warrior sighs deeply because
He sees th enemy but cannot attack,
Oh, when will the order to
Charge into battle,
The order to attack, be given,
Oh, when will revenge be taken
And end this war of vengeance,
Pleading is useless,
The answer's always 'Wait',
The warrior's hair grows gray.

I cannot wait any longer. I arose this morning staking my whole life on this final day.


'As Time Passes By'

1. As time passes by, on the long,
Fog covered road of memory,
Sadness and joy have all gone far away,
But in the state of this empty heart,
Ah, ah, a longing for Daddy,
Again today choked with tears is,
The longing Prince of vengeance.


Futile Empty Wait'

1. While snow that fell from the heavens,
A day last winter leaving behind
Desperate heart of yearning
With that Daddy left,
Once again the lonely winter comes,
And the white snowflakes flutter down,
There's no word from Daddy that
He'll come back soon,
An empty futile wait, an empty futile wait,
An empty futile wait.


'The Countless Days'

1. For countless days, I pleaded
But still no answer,
So everyone, even the enemies, ridicule Me,
I cannot do according to
My own mind will,
But have to live according to heaven's
Providence and Daddy's will,
The frustrated royal crown Prince,
Ah, ah, the frustrated royal crown prince.


Because there was no answer to my pleas of countless days, I was mocked and ridiculed by all, even by the enemies. But I do nothing of My own will and My own plan. I am a Son who follows heaven's plan... however frustrating it may be.


'Heartless Heaven'

1. What's the use of pleading,
What's the use of lamenting,
Heaven is so insensitive,
There's no way to communicate,
Just let it be,
Forget heaven, earth, all things,
And just drink some old liquor.

2. What's the use of wailing,
What's the use of imploring,
Real Daddy is heartless,
There's no way to communicate,
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah,
Just let it be,
Forget all things in this world,
And just drink some old liquor.


'On Account of Loving My Daddy All Too Much'

1. On account of loving My
Daddy all too much,
For His glory while I was
Taking off disrepute,
A great multitude of the
Demons of the enemy,
Coming from every direction,
Overwhelmingly they attack,
Oh, God My real Daddy,
Please give me Your strength,
Give me Your scepter.

2. On account of loving My
Brethren all too much,
While saving My brethren
Who were being destroyed,
I jumped in all alone single-handedly,
Please give the weapon to
Michael the Great Prince,
The criminals of heaven,
Blood-sucking murderers,
Ah, they must be destroyed,
Completely destroyed.

3. Having killed the enemies
Of six thousand years,
Are all filled with cheers,
My Daddy, real Daddy has received glory,
My Lord Jesus has received glory,
All the destroyed enemies,
All the murderers,
They are wiped away forever,
They are ashes forever.


'The Pitiful Crown Prince'

1. This night the snow drives on so hard,
And all the mountains creatures cry,
The young crown Prince,
Searching for You,
Wanders through all the mountains,
Though He calls with a pained throat,
On very mountains valley,
With no answer He cries alone,
Poor, pitiful crown Prince.

2. Please don't try to dissuade Me,
Please don't try to hold onto Me,
All of mankind is now dying,
What is there sparing My life,
Oh, God of heaven, My real Daddy,
Please now save all My brethren,
The murderer has swallowed
All Your pitiful children.

3. My real Daddy, do not go on like this,
Father, now please go to sleep,
The blood-sucking devil Satan has
Swallowed all earth's six billion people,
Oh God of heaven, My real Daddy,
Please now just go to sleep,
Though You may arise, there's no use,
All Your pitiful children have died.

4. Oh My precious beloved Son,
Why do You speak these kinds of things,
Your real Daddy, Omnipotent,
Can give life even to the dead,
Oh My precious beloved Son,
Do not worry for anything,
Now, I'll give life completely,
To those in this universe.


As I sang these songs for the past six years, I went up and down the Songni Mts. of Korea countless numbers of times wearing out the mountains paths and fallen leaves into the ground. Along the seashores of Australia and the seashores of America, I walked with this body which refuses to die with all My pitiful, dying brethren in this world, regretting over this body which has become My enemy as I said, "Father, I dislike heaven and earth. I dislike You and I dislike Satan. detest everything and refuse to see anything anymore. Please give Me death. I don't want to see Your pitiful appearance, Satan's evil appearance, the heavenly hosts' wicked appearance, and this world's demons and evil men. I just want to disappear by Myself. Please take this body. Please take the breath from Me." I pleaded like this countless times. But why is My life so tenacious?

This time, My brethren are asking Me to go to China and Russia. They say that our brethren there really want to see Me. They lament saying that I visit everywhere else except China and Russia. Our brethren in China and Russia have neither come here nor they seen Me, even once. Our Australian and American brethren have see Me twice and four times, respectively. But because I haven't visited once, our brethren in China and Russia are crying to see Me, so who's to say that this might not be Daddy's plan for Me?

This message of life should light up the whole world and shake the whole universe but instead, it has only been squeaked in this tiny mouse hole of Kangwon Province in this country the size of a rabbit's tail for over 13 years. That's why I entreated heaven in this way:

"Daddy, You dragged Your Son all His life in and out of this mouse hole and turned Him into the universal rascal, so how is it that the Creator Gods, the Father and the Son, have to tremble so fearfully in front of their own created children asking Themselves, 'Are they going to try to kill Us again, will they try to attack Us again?' Why They run from Their own children in fear?" Why must parents tremble in front of their own children? If this tremendous life-giving truth is just proclaimed and given, The whole world would live, but why must we always be chased around, be beaten, be bound and put into prison, why must we stay like mice squeaking in this tiny little mountainside mouse hole of Kangwon Province without being able to proclaim this tremendous truth? This is what little mice do, not what God's sons do, not even what animals do. We cannot even act as dignified as even normal animals but only like mice. These are not God's sons but baby mice.

I asked, "Daddy, do You want to drag Me to that filthy land of darkness, China, that cold country of Russia, so that like a diseased adult mouse about to die, I will become sick and crawl around looking for some barley which fell on the ground or some rice which was dropped? Daddy, if You will not give Me the authority of judgment during this seminar to judge all of heaven and earth and will not lift Me up to avenge Your enemy, then I would rather You drag Me to China and throw Me into the Yantze River there so I can become food for the fish, or throw Me into the deep lake at the peak of Mt. Baektu so I will never float up to the top but will die, or bury Me underneath the frozen snow or the frozen ice in Siberia. Please, I beg You to choose one of these for my fate. When I was coming back from America the last time I asked You to let the plane crash into the ocean but You didn't, so this time, please let one of these things happen. I don't care anymore for heaven, for this earth, for Satan, or even Your pitiful sight, Father, I just want to die."

I prayed like this last night. This is My earnest wish that if this work will continue in this shameful way, this will be My only desire whether it be a thousand years, ten thousand years, or a million years. On this last day of the 106th holy seminar, I am staking my life and my eternal fate as I just stare up at the sky and wait for His reply. So now, I only plead with God to give Me death.

I always said this to you all. Among all people who were born on this earth, there is probably nobody who has pleaded for death as much as I have, just as a thirsting soul looks for water and just as a thirsting deer looks for a stream. Ladies and gentlemen, do you all think that I am just babbling nonsense right now? Before I loved My Daddy. Now, I don't even want to look at His wretched appearance anymore. I don't want to see anything at all. What was My fate that I had to be born and sandwiched in between heaven and earth to bear the burdens of the whole universe, stumbling, tormenting, spilling My blood, clutching My intestines, enduring torture, screaming and shouting on the ground in agony because this neck, which is as thin as a piece of sting, will not break? I have lamented countless times. And I did not reveal to you these songs that only I knew and sang for over 10 years. On this final day of the 106th seminar, I am revealing them to you all for the very first time.